Yeah, I had issues at 16... It gets better! If you are struggling with your mental health, please talk to someone!

My heart pumps, but does not beat
I inhale, but do not breathe
I look, but do not see
My world is dead, around me

I touch, but do not feel
I'm here, but am I real?
I clasp my hands together and kneel.
Swallowed by this all consuming world

You’re near, but are we close?
Loved by few, hated by most.
One day here, the next day not.
Should we hold tight, to what we got?

Memories overshadowed by doubt
these are the things i'll never shout
Girl found hanging by her bed
Your harsh words, your fault she's dead

You're my father but not my Dad
I feel empty, but can't feel sad.
Too late to take back what you've done
another chance with a new born son.

The cycle continues round and round.
Lie with me here, on the ground.
I'm the girl noone cared to save
But count the flowers on my grave.